sleep deprivation and stories of my bullshit youth

I never mentioned this on the blog because I was just too bummed but you might remember the incredibly amazing Westwood heels I was ready to drop all kinds of cash on that were SO ME it’s not even funny?

Yeah, well, once I inquired on them while curious about the sizing, specifically wondering when my size would be available again, I got the worst reply EVER. Our apologies, they said, but my size was not even manufactured and no, I couldn’t pay to have them made just for me either. It just doesn’t seem fair (or really that logical) at all that a size 10 wasn’t even available! Such a complete bummer and I’m really still not over them, especially not now that they’re on sale, down an astounding half off, $670 to $340 ! Ideas of removing toes and all kinds of surgeries crossed my mind but alas, the shoes will never be mine. If you happen to wear the sizes they do offer, maybe you’ll like them and then want to hang out with me while you wear them just so I can see them on.